我难过
曲： 周传雄 词： 陈信荣 编： Unknow
那一年默默无言 只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经 不再精彩
你害怕结局所以 拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的 美好未来
你坚决 不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你 受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是 放弃你 放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎 忍住悲衮
我以为 是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是 忘了你 忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们 真心相爱
也忘了告诉你 失去的不能重来
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
Exam Results
EN1101E TELLING TALES: AN INTRO TO LITERARY STUDIES B-
HR2101 HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT B-
IF3202 DYNAMICS OF INNOVATION B-
IF3204 E-LEARNING B+
PL3212Y HEALTH PSYCHOLOGY B+
Hmm..just gotten my results this morning, and frankly speaking was quite surprised as initially thought that I will do much worse than this, was expecting a few Cs. Had been asking around, and I think it's either I've been studying unknowingly or I had been quite lucky, as most of them had gotten one or two Cs this semester. Although it's really very average and not too fantastic, I'm easily satisified..hahahha.. I'm not a good student at all. Whatever is the case, I'll surely be attending Commencement this year! Yeah, think my parents will be even happier than me..=P Finally they don't have to pay for my school fees and allowance anymore, and these few weeks I'm really relying totally on my tuition allowance, sigh..tough life..
EN1101E TELLING TALES: AN INTRO TO LITERARY STUDIES B-
HR2101 HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT B-
IF3202 DYNAMICS OF INNOVATION B-
IF3204 E-LEARNING B+
PL3212Y HEALTH PSYCHOLOGY B+
Hmm..just gotten my results this morning, and frankly speaking was quite surprised as initially thought that I will do much worse than this, was expecting a few Cs. Had been asking around, and I think it's either I've been studying unknowingly or I had been quite lucky, as most of them had gotten one or two Cs this semester. Although it's really very average and not too fantastic, I'm easily satisified..hahahha.. I'm not a good student at all. Whatever is the case, I'll surely be attending Commencement this year! Yeah, think my parents will be even happier than me..=P Finally they don't have to pay for my school fees and allowance anymore, and these few weeks I'm really relying totally on my tuition allowance, sigh..tough life..
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
-Leadership
During today's dinner break, Mr Seong just walked into the room and gave us a impromptu talk about leadership, everyone was rather impressed by him (other than his thick-skinned comments and overwhelming egoist talks, he's really worse than Serene but none of us dared to rebuke him! =P). For a long time, I didn't feel as inspired as today. Had a long chat with him today as we were both quite free, and at times like this, really feel that it's worth the effort and appreciated. On a side note, we were talking about dropping notes of encouragement and he even told me that he wrote an anonymous note to someone on Valentine's day, think that must be a long time ago...heee hee..really funny, can't imagine! Some quotes that he had taught us..
-The real leader has no need to lead, she is content to point the way-
-You gain confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing you think you cannot do.-
-It is not enough to have a dream, unless you are willing to pursue it.. Men who are resolved to find a way for themselves will always find opportunities; and if they don't find them, they will make them.-
-When our memories outweigh our dreams, we have grown old.-
Some thoughts
These are the few quotes that I had thought to be more meaningful to me, and my memories are really outweighing my dreams, an indication that I'm really growing older! =( Argh! Hmm..I'm feeling a wave of sadness tonight. At times like this, sigh..really don't know how to articulate it. It's a very uncomfortable feeling, but I know that I'll soon put everything behind me after a good night's rest. =) Perhaps life is really too fast for me to catch up, and I also hate the uncomfortable feeling of ambiguity in future. Sometimes, really wish that time will stop and I can keep living my life this way I want it. Maybe I'll feel better reading the book "Who moved my cheese?" as I really hate handling changes in life. Initially, thought that recently I'm not coming here to blog as I was really tired with IPC and such.. and my days are so occupied and tired that I don't even log on for too long at night. But just feel like typing out my thoughts tonight. This morning Aileen called me just to chit chat, and it suddenly occured to me that I still don't know when my exam results will be released. Was really surprised that she told me it's out on the 27th and that's tomorrow morning! I didn't even know that results are scheduled to be released these few days..really blur of me..hee hee.. Hmm, haven't drop any email to Wendy since she went back.. maybe will find some time to do it a few days later.
During today's dinner break, Mr Seong just walked into the room and gave us a impromptu talk about leadership, everyone was rather impressed by him (other than his thick-skinned comments and overwhelming egoist talks, he's really worse than Serene but none of us dared to rebuke him! =P). For a long time, I didn't feel as inspired as today. Had a long chat with him today as we were both quite free, and at times like this, really feel that it's worth the effort and appreciated. On a side note, we were talking about dropping notes of encouragement and he even told me that he wrote an anonymous note to someone on Valentine's day, think that must be a long time ago...heee hee..really funny, can't imagine! Some quotes that he had taught us..
-The real leader has no need to lead, she is content to point the way-
-You gain confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing you think you cannot do.-
-It is not enough to have a dream, unless you are willing to pursue it.. Men who are resolved to find a way for themselves will always find opportunities; and if they don't find them, they will make them.-
-When our memories outweigh our dreams, we have grown old.-
Some thoughts
These are the few quotes that I had thought to be more meaningful to me, and my memories are really outweighing my dreams, an indication that I'm really growing older! =( Argh! Hmm..I'm feeling a wave of sadness tonight. At times like this, sigh..really don't know how to articulate it. It's a very uncomfortable feeling, but I know that I'll soon put everything behind me after a good night's rest. =) Perhaps life is really too fast for me to catch up, and I also hate the uncomfortable feeling of ambiguity in future. Sometimes, really wish that time will stop and I can keep living my life this way I want it. Maybe I'll feel better reading the book "Who moved my cheese?" as I really hate handling changes in life. Initially, thought that recently I'm not coming here to blog as I was really tired with IPC and such.. and my days are so occupied and tired that I don't even log on for too long at night. But just feel like typing out my thoughts tonight. This morning Aileen called me just to chit chat, and it suddenly occured to me that I still don't know when my exam results will be released. Was really surprised that she told me it's out on the 27th and that's tomorrow morning! I didn't even know that results are scheduled to be released these few days..really blur of me..hee hee.. Hmm, haven't drop any email to Wendy since she went back.. maybe will find some time to do it a few days later.
Thursday, May 22, 2003
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
Just a scenerio. What will happen if one day you desire to eat a piece of cake that your friend has, and its the only piece of cake that's left such that in doing so you will deprive her of enjoying it? Will you still tell her the truth so that you'll get to enjoy the cake very much? Your friend may have generously offer you the cake in the end, and you're glad for getting it but somehow there's still the feeling of guilt knowing that you may have done a selfish act. Haiz, you can nver have your cake and eat it.. and I've just experienced such a dilemma. Still feeling bad..
Monday, May 19, 2003
I'm back after one week, and although the previous week was just spent rotting around, I didn't feel like blogging. Wendy was back last week, finally had the chance to meet up with her after this few months, and I even spent a night at her place catching up with everything and everyone. She still seemed to be very much the same as she was before she was working there, even though she had changed in her dress sense and other superficial stuff. She was looking forward to go back to work after her long break, and I'm feeling quite envious of her that she had found a job that she really loved. Lucky girl! I had promised her to go Bintan Club Med for a holiday and visit her, I had made this promise quite some time ago. Now, had found a few people for the trip and I'm looking forward to it. I think I'll surely be there one day, probably late June or in July this year.
The past few days really passed in a blink, most of the time I was spending it with mentoring, tuitioning, catching up with friends etc., just as I had intended to, and it's a really meaningful week that had gone by. Today I just did my second session of assessment and I'm really lucky as I had passed under Richard's stringent test. He's rather nice today, and didn't make much comments about the whole session, and he's easier to work than I had imagined. He was in a rather grouchy mood when we just arrived at the club, and at the end of the day I was so surprised when he actually presented me with the assessment checklist in front of the class. Actually I was really relieved, until I realised that I had lost the checklist on my way home. It's really terrible of me. I guessed it was good that he had stressed me so much in the beginning that I had put in quite a lot of preparation in the course. At least it had worked, and the first day of the kayaking course was just like the first day of the CIBTC a few years back when I was still in the frontline, I really felt the stress and the excitement coz after coz. Tomorrow, another IPC will start again, and this time I'm really relaxed even though most of the committee are apprehensive and tensed about it, and now I really understand how they feel. I promised to be more lenient towards the ignorance and lack of experience of the new instructors this time, or maybe Richard's method will work better? hahaha.. =P
By the way, the climate now is getting really bad! It's really hot even during the night... I had spent a whole day in the sun and I'm wondering if that's the reason why I'm feeling so hot now. Even as I'm typing this post, I can feel myself perspiring in front of the comp, 2am in the morning..
The past few days really passed in a blink, most of the time I was spending it with mentoring, tuitioning, catching up with friends etc., just as I had intended to, and it's a really meaningful week that had gone by. Today I just did my second session of assessment and I'm really lucky as I had passed under Richard's stringent test. He's rather nice today, and didn't make much comments about the whole session, and he's easier to work than I had imagined. He was in a rather grouchy mood when we just arrived at the club, and at the end of the day I was so surprised when he actually presented me with the assessment checklist in front of the class. Actually I was really relieved, until I realised that I had lost the checklist on my way home. It's really terrible of me. I guessed it was good that he had stressed me so much in the beginning that I had put in quite a lot of preparation in the course. At least it had worked, and the first day of the kayaking course was just like the first day of the CIBTC a few years back when I was still in the frontline, I really felt the stress and the excitement coz after coz. Tomorrow, another IPC will start again, and this time I'm really relaxed even though most of the committee are apprehensive and tensed about it, and now I really understand how they feel. I promised to be more lenient towards the ignorance and lack of experience of the new instructors this time, or maybe Richard's method will work better? hahaha.. =P
By the way, the climate now is getting really bad! It's really hot even during the night... I had spent a whole day in the sun and I'm wondering if that's the reason why I'm feeling so hot now. Even as I'm typing this post, I can feel myself perspiring in front of the comp, 2am in the morning..