Inspirations

Anyway, after having some inspiration for blogging in the middle of the night, I created the previous post. But I guess I'm still not done yet.

I could have left the post on its own, but after reading through my blog, most of my posts were accompanied by a picture, so I took some time to choose a suitable theme to accompany my last post. Initially, I wanted to find a photo of the sunset as the title of my blog was "End of 2009". However, I decided to post a photo of the sunrise instead (even though to some people it look the same). Why not make it as a new starting point instead of a ending point?

The end of 2009

I'm so used to sleeping late, I can't fall asleep at this time and its 3.30am! I don't know what inspired me to blog after leaving this space in dust for more than 2 years. Anyway, I'm in the midst of the Dec hols 2009. Time flew so fast during the precious hols and its another two more weeks or less before we're due to report back to school. I didn't travel that much this hols (although I went on a trip to Bangkok with the kids), I feel that I'm having some time on hand for myself after completing a module for the Masters course.

The course was interesting, it taught us about what we're lacking as creative individuals. I had always known that I'm not artistic or creative, I lack the creative juices to do anything spontaneous. I wish for a change. This sort of change is not just doing something creative or fun but I feel that I need to do something different for myself after staying stagnant at my current stage all these years.

The course helped me in making the elements of my weaknesses clearer for myself. For e.g, I'm too agreeable to things, I'm too lazy to take the initiative even when I had good ideas. What's good about myself? I'm quite opened to new experiences even though I might be too lazy to work on things after the initial stage. I like new experiences to a certain extent, as long as its within my comfort zone.

After the course had ended, we're expected to write an essay about how we wish to make changes for ourselves to become creative individuals. And of course with the industrious side of me lacking, I haven't really started on the essay. As I'm brain-storming, I've started to pick up some invisible whip and reminded myself to be more PROACTIVE in life. I'm hoping that 2010 will be something different for me. I guess I don't even mind if its a turning point for my life.